You'll never see me cry .

.Wednesday, December 9, 2009' 11:29 AM Y

You have Stolen my heart

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.Tuesday, December 1, 2009' 9:58 PM Y

You have Stolen my heart

BOYFRIEND , this is for you . HEH

WHAT WOMAN SAY AND WHAT THEY REALLY MEAN

Fine - This is the word women use to end an argument when they feel they are right and you need to shut up. Never use “fine” to describe how a woman looks - this will cause you to have one of those arguments.

Five Minutes - This is half an hour. It is equivalent to the five minutes that your football game is going to last before you take out the rubbish, so it’s an even trade.

Nothing - This means “something”, and you should be on your toes. “Nothing” is usually used to describe the feeling a woman has of wanting to turn you inside out, upside down, and backwards. “Nothing” usually signifies an argument that will last “Five Minutes” and end with “Fine”.

Go Ahead - At some point in the near future, you are going to be in some mighty big trouble.

Go Ahead (With Raised Eyebrows) - This is a dare. One that will result in a woman getting upset over “Nothing” and will end with the word “Fine”.

Go Ahead (Neutral Expression) - This means “I give up” or “do what you want because I don’t care” You will get a “Raised Eyebrow Go Ahead” in just a few minutes, followed by “Nothing” and “Fine” and she will talk to you in about “Five Minutes” when she cools off.

Loud Sigh - This is not actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A “Loud Sigh” means she thinks you are an idiot at that moment, and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you over “Nothing”.

Soft Sigh - Again, not a word, but a non-verbal statement. “Soft Sighs” mean that she is content. Your best bet is to not move or breathe, and she will stay content.

That’s Okay - This is one of the most dangerous statements that a woman can make to a man. “That’s Okay” means that she wants to think long and hard before paying you back for whatever it is that you have done. “That’s Okay” is often used with the word “Fine” and in conjunction with a “Raised Eyebrow”.

Please Do - This is not a statement, it is an offer. A woman is giving you the chance to come up with whatever excuse or reason you have for doing whatever it is that you have done. You have a fair chance with the truth, so be careful and you shouldn’t get a “That’s Okay”.

Thanks - A woman is thanking you. Do not faint. Just say you’re welcome.

Thanks A Lot - This is much different from “Thanks.” A woman will say, “Thanks A Lot” when she is really ticked off at you. It signifies that you have offended her in some callous way, and will be followed by the “Loud Sigh.” Be careful not to ask what is wrong after the “Loud Sigh,” as she will only tell you “Nothing”. (Via)

.Saturday, November 28, 2009' 9:37 PM Y

You have Stolen my heart

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME !!

i'm finally 18 . legal . wow . but this birthday sucks big time . here's the scenario . its your birthday . but when you wake up , NO one is home . and i mean no one . sad . even my mom dint wish me happy birthday . MY OWN MOM . how sad is that ? haish . i was seriously bored at home so i brought boyfie to granny's place . and guess who came ? yes , the parents . it was so awkward and totally spoiled mine and boyfie's mood . last last , left at ard 730 with boyfie , walked literally one round at amk hub and then home . isnt this like the awesome-est birthday ever ???

anyways , there was this dude , who claimed that he was shah . and claimed that he contacted me before . i was like , sape sia ? and he said nvm can start all over again . and when i said , i have a boyfie and have to ask if its okay with him , the dude totally said , oh so what ? kirekn hot stuff ah ? oh nvm bye . i was like WTF is your issue ? tk dpt beh kutok org . giler . the dude replied back , memang plan nk kutok , btw , i know you fat girl ! the dude totally pushed my button by then so i replied this . haha , so ? am i supposed to be like , omg ! sape siak die nie ? sudahlah , tk kuase aku . and totally schooled him . amek kau ! tk layan ah aku org mcm gini . prangai mcm dog . MALAS AKU .

kay dah , bye .

xoxo

.Wednesday, November 25, 2009' 11:07 AM Y

You have Stolen my heart

i am currently this hot lecture room , doing worksheet for entrepeneurship module . i am wearing formal , high waisted skirt and high heels . i wanna kill myself for coming to school today .

anyways , we dint get into finals for dx . it's okay though , i know we did our best. but the tonning session was fun tho right dylies ? hahaha , people kene rogol here and there . anyways , so irritating and disgusting but hahah , fun shit .

anyways , i dyed my hair blonde . for the benefit of those who have not seen me with blonde hair , here is a sample picture .

not really a good picture but i assure you that it is brighter in person . anyways , today i have to dye my hair a different color cos my mom's being a , haiyah , i dont know whats the word . so tomorrow , new hair ! i tell you , my hair is gonna spoil .

facing some issues with the boyfie . haish . i shouldnt have told him . im sorry okay azmi . i dont care what people say bout you or us . i still sayang you no matter what . I LOVE YOU .

ANYWAYS KAN , adelah got this person ah . got this one human ah . mcm feeling2 people talk about her . HAHAHAHAHA . kimak . favour eh favour . we dont want to dirty our mouths by talking bout you . kite da suar eh pasal nie . pfft . feeling sia this person . seriously . WE are not even talking bout you anymore . WE KNOW HOW TO MOVE ON , except for you apparently since you're still harping on the matter . lifeless bitch .

xoxo

.Friday, November 20, 2009' 4:31 PM Y

You have Stolen my heart

For the first time this week , I'm home before 5 pm . awesome shit . skipped school again today and went to meet lily at civic mac for breakfast . MCGRIDDLES DOOOOOOOOOK . whoever invented that seriously should get like a nobel peace prize or something . anyways , headed to library after that as usual and surfed the net . blahblahblah .

OH YA . this lily . pfft . before i say anything , let me say in my defense that I was super tired just now cos I swear I did not have enough sleep . I was watching Kumar's video on Youtube if I'm not wrong , and I feel asleep while watching it . si lily , bknnye nk kejot aku . she just saw me sleeping and let it be . LOL . very wtf .

anyways , i wont be home tomorrow cos i'll be tonning or however you spell it till sunday cos of DX . So till then , hasta la vista !

xoxo

.' 10:06 AM Y

You have Stolen my heart

MySpace Music Playlist at MixPod.com

I'm currently addicted to this song . it's a bit old school ah , but it touches me everytime i hear this song . i took the liberty of looking up the lyrics online . so yep , enjoy it aye .

TOO SERIOUS TOO SOON

I wonder where you where
I wonder what your thinking about tonight
I wonder
Maybe your alone
Maybe you've been crying just like me
I wonder
I don't know why I lost your touch
Maybe I wanted to be loved too much

Too serious, too soon
I wanted you to love me
I wanted to be there for you like no one else before
Too serious, too soon
I wanted you to love me

It's been a rainy afternoon
Now I'm Staring at the moon
Thinking we got too serious, too soon

I told you every day
I told you every night in every way
I love you

Maybe you got scared
Maybe I have nothing else to say
But I love you
So baby now my life's a mess
cos I couldn't love you any less

Too serious, too soon
I wanted you to love me
I wanted to be there for you like no one else before
Too serious, too soon
I wanted you to love me

It's been a rainy afternoon
Now I'm Staring at the moon
Thinking we got too serious, too soon

Too soon
It's not right
It's not fair
It's in you baby cuts like a knife
what if you were the love of my life

Too serious, too soon
I wanted you to love me
I wanted to be there for you like no one else before
Too serious, too soon
I wanted you to love me

we got too serious to soon
I wanted to be there for you like no one else before
too serious too soon
I wanted you too love me

It's been a rainy afternoon
Now I'm Staring at the moon
Thinking we got too serious, too soon

.Thursday, November 19, 2009' 9:15 AM Y

You have Stolen my heart

I am sooooo tired . serious shit . practicing for this dance explosion thing is taking its toll on me already. 3 practices per week and 5 days of school per week . gawd . i'm not complaining since cos I chose what I wanted to do which is dance . but lemme tell you, the end result is sure to be worth it .

we got our costumes alr and everything's done . heh , alhamdulillah .first time dylies has such a long time to prepare for a comp. most of the time it is like always a last minute thing . and I think that we are in better shape than before so watch out for us .

been skipping school a lot due to penat-ness . like twice per week ? even my boyf da malas wanna scold me for not going school . this is what he says when i tell him i'm not gg to sch the next day . "gasak kau lah nak, asalkn kau bahagia" . HAHAH , but i know he really wants me to stop skipping cos I can hear it in his tone . I'll try to not skip again okay youu ? =D

had a dream about my godfather the other day . goes sumthin' like this . i was lying on the floor at my house (idk what i was doing), when suddenly there was this chinese auntie at the door . i couldn't remember what she said but when i went closer i saw my godfather's face . it was kinda emotional for me cos he was the one who took care of me since i was a kid and not my biological father . like my school expenses , the dad advise and the things dads are supposed to do , it was all him. so it kinda hit me real hard when he left . i'm still not sure of the reason why till this day . anyways , back to the story , upon seeing his face , i started choking up and we kinda stared at each other . he started to choke and teared up . next thing I knew , I woke up crying . when i remembered the dream , I started crying and couldn't stop . I told my aunt and boyf bout this and my aunt said it was either because I missed him too much or it was the other way round. i really hoped it was the other way round cos it would be nice to hear that he still remembers me after all this years . i dint tell my mom cos i dint want her to know i was still thinking bout him . *chokes up* I still remember the times when people would ask me who he was and I would say he's my dad . and people would look at me funny cos he's chinese and I'm malay . hailaaaa, I seriously miss him .

kay I shall stop here before I get anymore emotional .

xoxo